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I don't like today
This is going to be a therapy post today, nothing but bitchery, doom, and gloom. In other words, nothing new really. I didn't want to greet today - she interrupted my restless sleep hours earlier...
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The line of trees
A few days ago Amanda participated in an all-state choir in a small town about an hour and a half away. As we drove to our destination, a sight came before me that instantly recalled a memory from...
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Heaven
I love living an hour away from Yellowstone. This place never gets old, and it will forever be the safe haven where the kids and I disappear into the most amazing place Mother Nature has to offer.
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Life lessons with Amanda - Hooooo Boy
Have I ever mentioned how difficult raising a girl can be? Maybe only two or twenty times? I literally have to slap myself around once in a while because I forget she's eleven. ELEVEN. There are...
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Everything's gonna be alright
All my life I wanted to be a mom. It was the one thing I knew I wanted, without a doubt. When I was young and imagined what I wanted to be when I grew up, the answer was always A mom. When I married...
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THIS is how it's done!
Ok people, let's see if I can gather my thoughts long enough to coherently blog tonight. So much has been happening my head is spinning! GAAAAAH!So a while ago the kids and I put up a dream board in...
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Nerves of spaghetti
Day after tomorrow is my last day at TSA. I can't begin to explain how gratifying it is to say that, to know that I finally got myself out. I realize I've voluntarily been with the organization for...
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Dave Bieske Memorial
Amanda, Dave, Brandon, Sean (Dave's eldest son)Yesterday morning my ex-husband, Amanda and Brandon's dad, passed away suddenly. I scooped up the kids and am now in Denver tending to all that comes...
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Memorial Service for Dave
A memorial service will be held for Dave on Friday, July 6th from noon-2:00. Immediately following the service will be a Celebration of Life at Softball Country, where he worked. His employers have...
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Life has its own agenda
June 30, 2012 was a Friday - a week and some change ago. I was awakened by a phone call from Dave's sister, and when I saw her name on the phone, I instantly knew something bad was going to come out...
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Kick me when I'm down - I dare you
One of the earliest communications I had as soon as I found out about Dave's passing was an email I sent to the editor of the newspaper where I was to start my new job. His reply stated that I should...
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Moving forward. Begins now.
In light of everything that's been happening in my life, I want to share with you what brings me huge amounts of joy, my photography. If my photographs aren't enough to please the editor of our local...
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In the meantime
While changes are in the works, I'm feeling the need to write. The past few weeks have been, in a word, surreal. With the death of Dave and not having worked for this time, I feel like I'm in a...
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Fortunate
Nearly a month has passed since Dave's passing - what a month it's been. As you all know I quit my job at TSA; I had my "dream job" as a photojournalist at my fingertips, and lost it as quickly as I...
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Alive
I'm still here, on the grid, quiet but alive. Life has been about rest, fun, enjoying each other, getting sick of each other. We stay up late, we sleep in later. We've been camping; we've sat around...
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Self-destruction
I know when I need to write - I feel the urge to go running to my computer to let the energy out of my fingers, much like I might run to the toilet with my mouth half-covered trying to not spray puke...
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Ok ok...I'll do it
I haven't been much in the mood to blog. For a really long time. In fact, I thought about just abandoning this pile o' shit and one day, months and months from now, getting around to dusting it off...
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Making movies
Today's picture is courtesy of my bad mood. I don't know why I was in a mood - I just was, so I took a picture of it. There you have it.Moving on.I'm taking a film production class, one which I...
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Small moments
Today's photo is courtesy of the Bieske family archives. This was taken probably the summer before my senior year of high school, and I didn't know my picture had been taken until I was handed an 8x10...
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iPlay
I want one of these. Period.I have a new addiction. It's in a close second to my Mt. Dew habit, and if you know me, you know that's damn important. Anyway, with my iPhone I've come to love - and I...
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